the pain may pay off

i really, really wish i could tell you that you were right.
that everyone was right.
that it did get better.
but thats not true.
everyday it gets worse,
and everyday another piece of my heart breaks.
i cant take this anymore.

we broke up.
'break'
whatever the hell you want to call it.
i hate it.
tell me why i should even live?

so things are starting.
starting to look up.
the new year is already going great for me and i hope it will stay like this:)
2010 was an awesome year, and i hope this one will bring even better things to me even though im happy with my life and everyone in it right now.
so so so sorry i havent posted in forever. i have been very busy and i just got a facebook, which is so addicting. thats where i spend most of my time. i should really get back to this. i enjoy it.
i absolutley can not wait for summer to come. i was shopping today and all i saw were summer dresses, and i cant wait to wear them:)
basketball season has officially started, so ill be even busier. i dont know why i did basketball this year, i mean, im no good at it.
anyways, havent taken a lot of pictures lately. and if i have, they were horrible. so sorry:(
sorry this is a short post.
i PROMISE ill write oh here more!
please hype, and follow
thanks, lovee<33

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